jan 12th, 2020

one of my friends called me today. i asked them about myla and they said they didnt see em at all recently.

they said they went around my house and didn't really see anyone in there, knocked on the door but no response.

myla is still there, right? there's no fucking way they're gone. i fucking shit fuck [ink blots basically]

change of plans, gonna get a new ticket as soon as i fucking can. i can try to get a visa right now, might take a bit but i don't fucking care, i'm going to fucking find them. i won't let this happen again

i have a session with my psychiatrist tomorrow, been getting more migraines and seeing more black-ish spots in my eyes. i don't really like medicine to be honest. gives me a bad vibe.