august 11th, 2022

i've been having this annoying ringing in my ear for a bit.

annoying as hell, but what can i do? i'm constantly paranoid that anything could be linked to lucille, yknow?

if you only follow me from here, just know, myla / madison is gone. their blood is on my hands, and i still feel like i could've done something to stop this.

i'm not sure how to feel anymore.

sometimes i feel like i just wanna lay in a river and slowly drown. does that make sense?