i didn't want to do it really. (9/25/22)

so uh, i died. yay?

i'm not really happy. i wanted to stay dead, as in like, endless limbo or whatever, but i became a lust demon or something.

the tv head looks neat, though. me likey.

i met up with luna again. i told her everything. i was in a really emotional spot. i was thinking about myla again.

i still kinda see the scene daily. me standing there, powerless. getting forced to lift the scythe. killing my own sister due to someone else.

...oh god, i'm no different compared to lucille, am i? god fucking damn it-